Wednesday, November 25, 2009

My First Encounter

I was thinking today about the arguments I've been in with Ash. We haven't gotten into one, I assure you, but I was just thinking about how when we do argue I imagine land crumbling to isolate me on an island. How when we do argue I cast away everyone else, their words, their faces and their relationships, because without my relationship with her to define it all, "it all" means nothing.
I've never been one to believe in fate or in destiny, not really.. Or maybe I have, but Ash certainly makes me believe. Not days, but hours after any argument I'm thrown before her with that instant expression of forgiveness in addition to open arms. I don't hesitate or even think to deny her, or any of her attempts to rebuild, it's automatic. It's the one involuntary thing I've always, and always will love.

To even further express this post, I won solitaire.

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