Raisin

I find that hearing my mom's voice mail makes me want to throw every dish around the house and slam my fists into the wall. There are times where I was just talking to her a couple minutes ago and I try to call back because I had forgotten something, no shock there, and I get no answer. What catastrophic event happened in those few minutes that's causing you to ignore my call when you know what I nit-pick bitch I am. Sometimes I actually hope the house catches on fire one day and she doesn't answer the phone, only to come home to NOTHING. Maybe she'll answer he phone more often, hum?
This all sounds a little crazy, but it's only with her that it makes me this livid. Friends - it's fine. Other family - S'alright, don't care. Mom - AKSLJDALKJSDFUCK.
On another note I've been to exhausted lately and my mouth feels like a desert every few minutes. I keep having to press my tongue against the top of my mouth to rehydrate my mouth. How about my mouth kick it up with the generating of my saliva. Hello up there? Are you a seepa brain? Are you sleeping? I wouldn't doubt it considering how my grades dropped recently.

Ah it's so warm. I could just.... pass ou--Zzzz.